Giving Thanks

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and we are continuing our family tradition of staying home by ourselves, watching the parade, eating fabulous food and trying not to leave the house at all or change out of our flannels.
This year I am giving thanks for you, again. I feel so happy and grateful that I have you Wyatt, you have brought so much joy into my life, so much love, so much meaning. I am thankful that you are a happy healthy and loving person. You make me the luckiest person on earth, and I never forget it.
I started another journal for you Wyatt, a hand written one that I think is more personal, plus I find I write more often in that one, so I am glad to have it for you. I think because my Dad died when I was young and I barely knew him, plus the fact that I had you so much later in life makes me afraid, well afraid I am going to die and leave you. This is a very real fear and it really does worry me quite a bit. I try not to waste time on worry and instead I try to focus on enjoying our time together and making sure you know how much I love you. And I sure do love you.